Alone..

The brutal truth-No one listens.
Maybe thats why silence seems so comforting. I'd like to think that people aren't inevitable.

Sometimes, I like being lonely. I send myself to this lil dark corner in me where i find solace. I sit beside the huge french windows and look up to see the dull cloudy skies listening to emo; and more often than not,feel a tear roll down my cheek. But i like it. I like being depressed. I like that i feel low-to think that I am infact alone. Everyone is.

Sometimes, I prefer shutting myself from the world to see how long I'll last. I find it comforting. Theres absolutely no one I can open myself completely to. Theres always a barrier- something that stops you. Probably just the fact that u'll be misconstrued,judged or simply rejected.

I wish people were like the plants around me- living but indifferent. I wish the opinions didn't matter. Probably go back and erase every connection...everyone....beacuse they'll never stay. And if its not free will, then its always time that takes them away.

Every now and then,I go to that special place in me. Let it remain pure and not infested by people and emotions.I don't need no one. Just myself.Alone.Safe...
No strings.
No reasons for what I feel.
No empathy.
Just me and my lil dark nirvana.