Driving to Bidadi-South Blore. JM playing on the stereo.. Drizzling outside..
Sometimes, in moments like these, I feel free......no strings attached....like i am slave neither of the past nor the future, but only the present. A moment where my world hangs by a thread....when it seems like the simplest things cud jsut shove me right off track. A moment where i leave this world fer a while..a coupla mins is all i seem to need. A time when I am indifferent to defiance...When i feel.........simply,free.
A moment where nothing seems to matter...
Sometimes,leaving home fer a coupla hours to feel what seems like a lifetime of freedom...when i will my won will...just a coupla hours that would make time seem like the trees that run past my window....fast, yet complete...cuz the truth is,nothing ever lasts forever.The good things just last a LOT less longer.
What wouldn't i give??.. A coupla hours,mins,seconds.. to reassure myself that theres a world out there waiting fer me. Thats mine and no one elses.
If these were just a coupla minutes of a long lifetime of struggle, I wouldn't mind a lifetime of jsut those minutes. A life like the passing scenery.
Fast, yet complete
Saturday, June 18, 2011
Monday, June 13, 2011
Knock Knock
Its been 2 whole months all in all.......
Alotta time doind nothing has catually gotten to me....So m kinda glad its all gonna end..soon enuf.
I hate not having my mind pre occupied with something..ANYthing. Sketching;being the product of ultimate boredom and infinte time. Well, thaz how it feels sometimes.
Been staying up a LOT lately...fer nothing.
Been driving the car around at 2am. Its so perfect at night...so quiet..so peaceful...wid jazz playing on the radio..nuthin lyk it. Counting on parents not finding out. Till then,seems benign.
Sometimes,i feel like the night reflects my mind. In all of the commotion, there is some peace. U just hafta noe whereta find it and Whenta find it...and whenya do, its a treat,a treasure,a rarity.
I love the weather. Ilove the rain. Ilove not having to worry bout the blistering sun burn yer skin. l love that the summers n ever feel like summers here.
Been listening to a lotta opeth and soilwork lately. The opus karaoke contest in bout a week. Prob the only thing m acutually lookin forward to.
Coll in a day or two. Let the fuckfest begin....
Alotta time doind nothing has catually gotten to me....So m kinda glad its all gonna end..soon enuf.
I hate not having my mind pre occupied with something..ANYthing. Sketching;being the product of ultimate boredom and infinte time. Well, thaz how it feels sometimes.
Been staying up a LOT lately...fer nothing.
Been driving the car around at 2am. Its so perfect at night...so quiet..so peaceful...wid jazz playing on the radio..nuthin lyk it. Counting on parents not finding out. Till then,seems benign.
Sometimes,i feel like the night reflects my mind. In all of the commotion, there is some peace. U just hafta noe whereta find it and Whenta find it...and whenya do, its a treat,a treasure,a rarity.
I love the weather. Ilove the rain. Ilove not having to worry bout the blistering sun burn yer skin. l love that the summers n ever feel like summers here.
Been listening to a lotta opeth and soilwork lately. The opus karaoke contest in bout a week. Prob the only thing m acutually lookin forward to.
Coll in a day or two. Let the fuckfest begin....
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