Sometimes its so damn frustrating when you have to wait for something.Excruciatingly painful when that 'something' is 'someone'. Its like your damned to suffer, with time weighing on you with memories screaming to be forgotten.Memories-floodgates that open up the painful feelings of depression.
It seems like ive become masochistic.ready to suffer the pain that awaits me. but the thought of that 'something', or rather 'someone' is so inviting that this pain seems so insignificant. praying that this risk maybe worthwhile.